| | I shall call it: RANDOMINDOORDIRTOPHOBIA, otherwise known as fear of indoor dirt that I did not create. Examples include, bathroom counter /sink edge buildup, dirty countertops, hair/dust balls, MOLD, MILDEW, other stuff growing on moist surfaces.
FUCK it's really bothering me right now, because i've just come out of a round of kitchen cleaning. Fuck Fuck Fuck I am just SOOOOO freaking out fucking anxiety attack i need to curl up in bed in fetal position and feel warm and dry and safe for a little while.
I'm not afraid of bacteria, but I have this really big problem with mildew and mold. weird, eh?
Outdoor dirt I am completely okay with. I'll stick my hands in good garden dirt any day.
Hastings street dirt I have a bit more trouble with, as it could possibly be infected with god knows what, but that's because the outdoors become indoors for the people who live on the street.
I am also very afraid of the inside corners of BOOTHS AT RESTAURANTS, because they have dirty sticky corners.
See, my room is messy right now. I don't mind it because it's my room and i created the mess. i just don't like dirt i didn't create.
AAAGH somebody feed me a valium before i jump out the window - - - - --
These are my greatest fears. Thank you for listening.
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| | Posted 3/21/2007 7:37 PM - 78 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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